GET UP SOON

100 charities LOSE because one mistake

Yap, One mistake can break everything. I must admit that is my mistake. And no way to repair it.
And because my mistake I lose My love.
My love which never I said
My love which never He felt.

Broken heart (again)? Yap...! maybe it was my habit love story. always SAD ENDING. Sooooo TRAGIC
What must I say?? maybe Allah not bless me yet to give someone who can love and protect me.

Oh God...! It is not fair...! why you give my friends someone who love and care them??? But with me? No one, God..!

I need shoulder to cry on
I need someone to hold me
I need someone to care
BUT NO ONE I RELY ON

If my father still beside me, I don't need someone like I mention above.
But you take away Him with you,God. Until I feel alone and don't know where I must share my problem, How I must solve my problem.
Oh God..! Honestly, I really miss him. I want angry with You, God. COME BACK HIM TO ME, please..!!!! I know it impossible.

But, I must say thanks to You, God. You make me to be independent girl who never depend with other people. You give me chance to learn about responsibility, especially to my mommy.
I try to protect her, give everything which she needed, and try to make she happy , although not perferct. But I try, try and try....!

I just wanna say to my mommy :
There's just one thing that I want to you know, Mom
I am here for you, always here for you
when you need someone to hold you
Remember I told you, I AM HERE FOR YOU...!!!!

Although no one to care with me, I try to care with other people
Althought no one to help me, I try to help other people

I try to be generous person
I try to be sincere person

Although I felt down, I will get up soon
Because I am from zero and will be HERO in my life


Thanks GOD....!